Feeling a bit down. Its my 21st birthday tomorrow and all I can think of all things i havent done that I should have done. Basically sifting through my albumn of regrets. Gosh I feel old. Am actually panicking a bit. Which ironically may seem childish.
Birthdays usually are the happiest times for me. Not this one though. Sweets trip, my exams, the drivig license I still dont have, my non-existent savings, the absolute lack of privacy, the absence of feeling independent eventhough I have been working for the past 5 years. All this is just building up one big damper for my most looked forward to birthday. :'(
Now the time for resolultions, promises I make to myself but they usually are lost without a second thought. The usual ones:
- keep the flutterbys alive
- Learn to say 'I love you' better
- Learn to drive
- Travel - anywhere, everywhere
- Save
- Look after my teeth
- Eat healthy
- Go swimming
- Exercise regularly - think about how you were when u were 17
- Read!!!
- Make time for prayers & family functions
- Dont use work as an excuse for anything
- Avoid white lies
- Spend more time at home - only 8 months left
- Complain less
- Invest in a camera - take pictures of everything
- learn to play the flute
- Have a party - always wanted one
- Do something outrageous
- Stop experimenting with my hair
- Dont be afraid to be a bitch
Thats it I think, no I am sure there's more but for now its enough. Gotta go.
p.s. Sweets - need your support with these :)
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