Suprise, suprise...once again I find myself thinking about the blog I posted on the whole 'virginity' thing. Thought I ought to put my thoughts into perspective. That is to say, I have never thought of virginity as a big thing, (so I really cant explain me blogging about it. Infact the last few days I have been tempted so many times to sign in and just delete the post) it was just that in all this time I have never once considered going any further with any of the men in my life. The only exception would be Bubbbs, but even then I couldnt make myself say yes. Not to say that I ddnt find them attractive or shared no chemistry (thats funny actually) but simply cos I never felt I wanted to badly enough...strange. Another thought comes to mind, i.e. I never thought I could make it last with any of them. A long relationship to me would mean something that goes beyond 5 months. 9 months is eternity. So there, I have my answer. However let me just add, that with Bubbs, I had never thought it would end. Guess you could say my heart hadnt thought so but my mind knew otherwise...

Now here am actually thinking about it...