This morning, a friend of mine said to me,'Your greatest fear I guess would be loosing Matt ner?' and truth is I cant even imagine a second without him. I can get used to not having him around all the time - physically, but I cant imagine life without being loved by him.
I miss you men. Want to gush to you about how perfect things feel when I hold hands with him. He keeps saying stuff like, 'your world shouldn't revolve around me', 'You make you happy, I just share in the happiness' etc etc. It just goes over my head. See its like this, I love myself, which has enabled me to love him. And now knowing that he loves me only makes me love him more. Its addictive really, potent, this feeling of loving and being loved. I feel free. Amazing and free. And I have Sweets to thank. I promise you, I am never going to let myself take this gift for granted. Same goes to the keeping the flutterbys alive. take care! Let me know how things are with you...Blog for my sake!
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