I gave in my resignation, got a job that was paying well and all but the thing thats bothering me is that the only reason i took it was cos of the cash and not cos I got excited at the prospect of PR. In all honesty I dont think I like PR (silly ner that, when PR is all about projecting a good image)

I am dreadfully tired of work. Have stopped looking forward to waking up every morning and getting ready to go to work. Worst is I cant figure what I want to do with myself. Am not short of advise there but none of it sounds right.
I dont like this person I am becoming. Obsessed about the most horrible things and worrying and worrying and over thinking all the time. Its messing things up in everyway imaginable but I cant stop myself from doing it. Besides which I am really really bored, restless. You know how when you are in school you are told that the "an empty mind is the devil's workshop"? well seems to be happening ner if this irrational paranoi about everything is anything to go by.
Wanna pull myself out of this, must work on a plan...hmmmnn